So much to be grateful for this past year...

May 26, 2010

Today marks Ryan's one year of missionary service. As I've reflected over this past year I am humbled at all the blessings we have received. I know this next year will fly by and I'm so happy to think that we are one year away from reuniting our family. Sunday we will attend his friend's farewell who reports to the MTC next week. My heart goes out his mother, also my dear friend, as she sends her son off to serve his mission and to each and every Missionary Mom who has had to do the same. I now know how these mothers feel, for I have felt that tremendous hole in my heart. Its ache so profound right after his departure, but truly, it does heal somewhat as the days turn into weeks and the weeks turn into months. There are the weekly emails, the encouraging words from friends and family, and the knowledge that your child is worthy and willing to sacrifice two years of his young life to “go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded.”

Today I read another Missionary Mom's blog with this entry and it was especially meaningful and impact-full to me as a reminder that the sacrifice and temporary pain is all so worth it:

Exodus 2: 3-5 “And when she could not longer hide him, she took for him an ark of bulrushes, and daubed it with slime and with pitch, and put the child therein; and she laid it in the flags by the river’s brink. And his sister stood afar off to wit what would be done with him.”

Imagine Jochabed’s anxiety as she placed her infant son in a basket and placed him in the Nile. Knowing that her son Moses was meant to be murdered left her no recourse but to trust in God’s protection and care, and yet she couldn’t (or didn’t) watch as he drifted away among crocodiles with his sister Miriam watching. How hard it must have been to leave her son adrift in the river! God kept Moses safe in his basket until he was discovered and adopted by Pharaoh’s daughter, an act that would allow him to receive an education and upbringing that would make him more effective as a prophet and leader of a nation. While mothers aren’t customarily required to send their sons away down the Nile to save their lives, at some time children drift down the rivers of life to live among crocodiles, sharks, and other dangerous creatures. As I pondered this scripture, I remembered the words of a brother in our ward during a Sacrament meeting as he told of his prayer when his son left on his mission: “God, I’m giving you the best thing I have: my son. Please comfort him, lead him, protect him, and bring him back home safely to us.” Not only will our Heavenly Father protect our missionaries, but He will also allow them to get the sort of education that will prove invaluable in their future lives. The virtues of faith, responsibility, and service will forever be a part of their character.